Why do I feel this way?..Any ideas on how to get over it?..?

I have a friend who I have not spoken to in over 11 months now due to her lack of interest as a friend %26amp; questioning me on something she felt she did have to apologize for. I vowed unless she made the first move, I would not talk to her. But out of now where subtly apologized sending me a gift via online, a flower. She had no message with it. I resent her the same gift saying "Thanks for the flowers." We both are college students; live in different states. I do want to get back to talking to her via aim, as thats how we communicate best. But every time I get on,***** I can't seem to send her a message, I'm just afraid history will repeat itself. She also knows I'm available, but won't do the first move. *I never told her I was mad, I just ignored her on aim %26amp; eventually she got the hint, she so sent the gift as an apology to "amend" the friendship, *it's my take thats the logic behind it. Any ideas on how I should be with her/if I should do it ?.

Why do I feel this way?..Any ideas on how to get over it?..?
first of all, i think you should ask your self,whether you want this friendship to work.If so try to send her a simple messege.And then try to communicate with her continuosly, so that you can gain that friendship insperation.Just take one step at atime
Reply:leanr to forgive the deeds of whoever you like and admire. Be hopefull and TRUST me its rare to find people who care about you.

at the end of it, dont ever loose the one you have spent so much time on. The person is worth somthing, right?
Reply:Just IM her. She feels the same way and she wants you to talk to her instead of vice versa. Just give it a shot theres nothing you can loose!
Reply:people r not perfect, they are fallible and forget that friends are supposed to care. i have never had so many people ignoring me in the last three or four months than in my whole life. they can all go to hell cause i won't be there,